Have u ever....

Have you ever liked someone so much that you just couldnt tell them....
Have you ever had a sleepless night coz u couldnt stop thinking about them....
Have you ever lost someone you loved and prayed every night for them to return....
Have you ever felt the need to hurt yorself from outside coz u couldnt stand the hurt inside.....
Have you ever felt so lonely that you cried yourself to sleep....
Have you ever felt like running far away from things....
Have you ever heard loud noises when u r all alone....
Have you ever felt the pain when your last hope has been shattered....
Have you ever tried to gather yourself back and failed to do so....
Have you ever felt so weak that you realized how strong you have to be....
Have you ever felt speechless at a time when you wanted to say the most.....

For my new friend:)

Thanks a lot friend for critically scanning all my posts and giving comments…but hey if you find some good changes and your suggestions being followed I should be appreciated too na?L Been keeping busy with all the seminars n other things going on in the college these days but still even in the crowd n amidst lot of friends, day before yesterday I felt really alone and lonely…and the feeling wasn’t good n I was silent for a few minutes while going for the industrial visit in the bus and those tiny drops fell down from my cheeks.The other day while chatting with my friend we were discussing that its not always good to be nice and sweet with everyone and I know how true it is…because once you are known to be nice, and people know you wont refuse or you wont ask anything from them…they start taking you for granted…that he/she will be there always , that he/she will manage on his/her own…but in the whole process you forget completely that if someone doesn’t say anything or ask from you doesn’t mean they don’t expect or deserve…and without realizing you tend to hurt them and the irony is you don’t even see their tears n just walk away…a message I would like to share here which my friend sent me yesterday…”Its weird when you cry for being with the person who made you cry and hurt you so much and somehow the more they hurt you, the more you love them”
I fail to understand how even by keeping myself so busy I find time to think…I know m crazy but kitna …pata nahi;)…lol…
Another of my crazy kavita
Kyun bheed mein akele hai hum yeh ehsaas hota hai????
Kyun kissi ka saath ho kar bhi tanha hai hum yeh ehsaas hota hai???
Kyun sab jaante hue bhi kuch sawalo ka jawab nahi paa sakte hum yeh ehsaas hota hai???
Kyun juda hoke bhi saath hai tumhara yeh ehsaas hota hai????
Kyun palko pe aanso nikalne pe apno ki yaad ka ehsaas hota hai???
Kyun nigaho se nigahe mialne par gehrai ka ehsaas hota hai???
Kyun sab kuch paa kar bhi khush nahi hai hum yeh ehsaas hota hai???

And on 14th feb...i have 2 presentations:(...so m going to be busy and celebrating single's day ...well thats what some of us would be doing;)

just a little thought....

Only a blind can understand the importance of “eyes”
Only a deaf can understand the importance of “ears”
Only a dumb can understand the importance of “tongue”
Only a dreamer can understand the importance of “dreams”
Only those who lost a battle can understand the importance of “victory”
Only an orphan can understand the importance of "parents"
Only those who came 2nd can understand the importance of “1st position”
Only a crippled can understand the importance of “legs”
Only those who have lost someone in the war can understand the importance of “peace”
Only those who escaped death can understand the importance of “life”
Only those who lost their love can understand the importance of “love”

"Valentines Day"

Somehow for me this day has always been meaningless and depressing…maybe because I haven’t had anyone to celebrate the day with…and this day is purely for couples…
I cant take it as just another day…the ambience around you doesn’t let u take it that way…because love is in the air on V-DayJ…and the craze about it is catching up very quickly with the youth in India…
You would see the news channels showing couples cuddled up together, the heart shaped balloons, the cards, gifts, excitement & the colour of the day…”red” is flashed all around u wherever u go…All that glitz and glamour n pompous display makes me kinda sick n gloomy (no offence meant to anyone plzzz)
Once me and my college friend dropped by at Mc D’s on 14th Feb to enjoy a burger…boy, it was a bad bad idea…The place was thronged with couples all around u n we felt so much out of place…with heart shaped red n white balloons hanging over are head…we felt nauseatic n couldn’t even gulp down the burger n ran from the place…lol.
Its not that I’m against V-day or something but I find it to be a very shallow n phoney way of displaying your love…does the costly gifts or cards prove the other person u love him/her?? Maybe for some people it does matter but for me more than gifts n cards…a single rose, a simple smile, the three lovely words, to say you care, you are the world to me matter much more then the materialistic items because the other things you aren’t going to forget ever n will have a deeper impact n will surely help in strengthening the relationship n never forget no one can ever snatch or take away our memories from us…they remain in your heart forever and they would make u laugh and cry when u go through the earlier pages of your life…
Wishing all those who have someone special in their life “Happy Valentine’s Day”…have fun…n for all the singles…m soon planning to make a day called Singles Day too;)…lol…keep waiting till u find the right one:)